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Well Up

by grown honesty well

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1.
Saul Good 00:49
there's so much to do and there's so much to say and there's so much to think about at the end of the day I was good, no
2.
I wanna travel the world meet all the boys and girls I wanna grow my curls not a care in the world I want it all to be done I want to do it again I want to have some fun if I can handle it I want it all to mean what I think it means as much as a dream shapes reality do I try for one do I have a choice I’ll wait all night long just to hear your voice
3.
I’m trying to justify whatever pain I feel with some bullshit philosophy that isn’t real all because I fell in love with no one to love me back so here I am screaming in this dusty shack rotting out my vocal cords until they spew black I stole these chords from someone else I felt obliged to write a second verse but I don’t really have much else to say but of course I do, it’s just jammed in my brain and at the end of the day it’s all the same I tried to pin how I feel on you as if you’re the one who wasn’t pulling through but now I see that there’s a push and a pull and when we get tired there’s a natural lull so I’m learning to stay awake in spite of it all I hope I am not the only one
4.
Glacier 02:35
I stalk the hall I shake the floor I punch the wall I break the door I curse the mall I waste the spore I scrape the stall I taste the gore and I want you to call me I want you to tease me it would appall me it would appease me you and me frozen sea waiting to move and I need you to serve me I need you to blind me it will unnerve me it will unwind me you and me frozen sea desperate to move you and me arctic sheen when will we move
5.
Outpour 02:13
I shouldn't feel like I can't say what it is I want to say
6.
City Boy 03:26
he was a man without a plan searching for whatever felt nice he roamed the halls and stalked the land trying to find some good advice he never could look you in the eye he was afraid of what you might find he never wanted to lie but he knew he sounded silly when he talked of the signs one day he met a nice girl but it had been so long since he had touched someone he asked her to share her soul he wondered if he could still have fun he said... dear girl, won't you be my friend I like you so much and I'm scared of the end I know I've done some things that make me sad but I don't think I'm all that bad she was a mystery, she was anybody she made him laugh, and that was enough for him they had never been alone before but he figured that's what rooms are for he sat alone in his room he wondered if he was making any sense the clock was ticking, his money was spent was there any reason not to take a chance dear girl, won't you be my friend I don't know you but I'm scared of the end I know I've done and said all kinds of stuff but I'm still here and that's enough dear girl, won't you be my friend it's a big world and I'm scared of the end I'm a sap raised on Disney endings but I'm hoping to write my own won't you help me I'll help you with yours
7.
how can it be, you and me I'm still smiling, singing something oh can it be, you know me I'm untying my denying can you see truth in me I was flying, I am dying oh canopy, so happy I am trying, I was crying the beauty of it is all I covet but it flies away each dying day one day I'll find you and I'll unwind you we'll be free and then you'll see and the physical world weighed on me and the physical world laid on me and I don't know what I want to see and I don't know what I want to be and my name is just a formality and my love life is just causalities but I march forward on broken feet toward the beacon of your symmetry and my name is just a formality but will you please remember me and the physical world weighed on me and the physical world laid on me and I couldn't escape it in my blue jeans and my t-shirt and my slipper and my face putting it into song doesn't make it not wrong the material world is an illusion I'm in it! I see you standing there with your big hog I see you with your baseball cap on and you are holding your rifle and you won't even smile the material world is an illusion what about who are you who are you live with me and you'll see we are free as can be I'm not gonna die without a fight no
8.
I am breathing sky is up above me time is all I see I am teething sweat drips along me death is all I see what do I have to do to be with you have to do what's right for me if it's meant to be it's a feat not exploding but I let it happen after what you did to me it's all I have you made me fall in love with you waiting for what to do I can't ignore a full moon I don't want to fall in love it'd hurt too much but it's probably too late because it already does I guess I'll just have to see it through I love you
9.
Tide 01:59
it's a beautiful day the sun is bright the sky is blue it's a beautiful day chasing seagulls get my heels wet it's a beautiful day I have hairy legs the hair is blonde it's a beautiful day wearing a yellow coat I never knew you it's a beautiful day the sun is bright the sky is blue it's a beautiful day and you're beautiful beautiful
10.
the conversation tossed and turned like the waves of the ocean eyes were darting like birds in the sky every now and then they came together to fly from different sides of the globe who knows I was elated, I was petrified I didn't lie a single time I felt free, I felt above all else even if there was no goodbye (just a mention of next time) from different sides of the globe who knows will our universes ever combine to make a biverse biverse who knows I don't want a bye verse I want a hi verse a hello how are you verse just a nice verse give me a nice verse that says something good about this

about

a frenetic eruption of urban blues and sleepy quests

first-year-out-of-college songs that were revisited and rerecorded during the winter of my second year out of college (with friends!)

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released March 24, 2015

the players: Patrick Budde, Beth Hyland, Justin Leider, Will Sonheim

Patrick - keyboard, melodica, acoustic guitar, electric guitar, violin, banjo, backup vocals and harmonies

Beth - glockenspiel, acoustic guitar, backup vocals and harmonies

Justin - ukulele, acoustic guitar, lead vocals and static

Will - drum pad, drumsticks, djembe, claps, melodica, melty pad, backup vocals and harmonies

recorded live in Patrick's living room in a single evening very quickly

all songs by Justin Leider
recorded and produced by Patrick Budde
album artwork by Corinne Bass

thank you for being alive
please keep it up

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